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big picture update... [08 Sep 2004|07:42pm] this entry is for a gigantic picture update from the last couple days of summer and the sleep over. enjoy <3 sunsets rock. ( more pictures... ) <333 6 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

Meet my friend ROY... [19 Aug 2004|10:59pm] This is my new friend ROY. he comes to us from asia. hes pretty hott. he was given to me by jennifer tran. that is all <33 23 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

I said I use the inconsistencies.... [10 Aug 2004|05:09pm] [ mood | alright. ] We're just protecting ourselves from our self...well i flipped every switch i could on my way out. Just to upset you more. Just to make you angry. Just because you were right. </3 1 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

I'm hoping time will pass... [08 Aug 2004|10:00am] [ mood | better. ] yesterday was weird. everyone tried to cheer me up and get my mind of things. it was actually really nice. first i went to chuckee cheeses with steenuh travis kim johnny and mimi. that was fun made me feel like a little kid again. then after that i went to the beach with khristina travis amy and nina. the beach was pretty crowded but it was fun. and on the way home i played the liscense plate game with amy all hardcore style. i so won. her leg was redder than mine. then after that i went home for a little bit. the i went out with jesse and teddy to hang out. jesse got a system in his car. its cool. we ended up going late night swimming. and the wonderful sarah kling came and visited me and brought me coffee and made me a cd to cheer me up. yay. thanks a lot sarah <3 then on the way home i got some del taco. and then home sweet home. to night of good sleep after only getting two hours the night before. </3 ps. i just wanted to say thank you so much to all my friends for just being there and thanks for cheering me up. i love you all. <33 7 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

whatever... [07 Aug 2004|12:03am] [ mood | sad ] im single again.... </3. 11 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

we both know what its like to be alone... [03 Aug 2004|06:51pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | new amsterdams // are you true ] im not in that great of a mood at the moment. things are happening. im getting frustrated and confused. im really trying not to think about it but its always on my mind. </3> 100mph on pch in brents cool car. ( there is more... ) photoshoots are fun. 3 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

when all that you need is just a reaction... [24 Jul 2004|10:08pm] woo got my paycheck yesterday. and then went to goodguys and bought the same exact camera i had haha. then after that, i went to see bourne supremacy with travis, steenuh, mimi, johnny, and lili at fashion island. the movie was so awesome. not a dissapointment. after that we headed over to the cheesecake factory for dinner but it was like a hour and a half wait so we walked around fashion island until our table was called. wow the food was really good. and i had a lot of fun. <3 today was quite a good day too. i went swimming with jesse, teddy, dustin and jennifer. then me and jesse headed over to the beach and make out point to have our little photoshoot. it was beautiful. it was fun and we took some amazing pictures. we went to this new playground there. its like the playground of the future, its the place to be. this weekend is turning out beautiful. <3 ( for a charming, beautiful exterior ) 11 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

its been a while. [21 Jul 2004|11:33pm] [ music | dashboard // places that you have come to fear the most ] geeez first update in over a month! ive been so busy. work is lame. well actually its really easy, but boring. i work at MCB (michaelson connor and boul) everyone works there. its fun, because we really dont do anything. but filing papers gets dangerous at times. its almost like putting our lives on the line everyday. yeah and im gonna be getting a new camera with my first paycheck since my clumsiness sent my camera to china or something through the ocean waves. blah blah blah. so today after work i went to see anchorman with teddy. it was really funny. this monday im going to six flags woo. im so excited. havent been in a lonng time. roller coasters are fun. im ready. and theres a saves the day show this saturday! but i dont have a ride though :( so yeah i prolly wont go. <3. 4 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

I could make anything you want.... [20 Jun 2004|11:44am] [ music | limbeck // i wrote this down ] fridays show was prolly one of the best shows and best pits ive been in. motion city, hellogoodbye, limbeck, and maxeen. so awesome. the ringing in my ears lasted forever. it was beautiful. tried to take some pictures. im not the greatest photographer. yesterday i went to khristina's party. that was pretty fun. i got her a hellogoodbye beachball for her bday. oh yeah. jesse, dustin, evan, and their drummer as part of their unamed band performed. they were pretty good. it was really hard to hear the vocals. after they were done performing, a couple of us jumped in the pool. it was freeezing. haha it was fun though. after that we did a human pyramid outside khristinas house with like 20 people. it was crazy. then people started to leave. went to coldstone for some good ice cream. mmmm. after that headed home <3 pictures.... sorry about them being blurry. some look cool like that though. [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<img [...] description">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] fridays show was prolly one of the best shows and best pits ive been in. motion city, hellogoodbye, limbeck, and maxeen. so awesome. the ringing in my ears lasted forever. it was beautiful. tried to take some pictures. im not the greatest photographer. yesterday i went to khristina's party. that was pretty fun. i got her a hellogoodbye beachball for her bday. oh yeah. jesse, dustin, evan, and their drummer as part of their unamed band performed. they were pretty good. it was really hard to hear the vocals. after they were done performing, a couple of us jumped in the pool. it was freeezing. haha it was fun though. after that we did a human pyramid outside khristinas house with like 20 people. it was crazy. then people started to leave. went to coldstone for some good ice cream. mmmm. after that headed home <3 pictures.... sorry about them being blurry. some look cool like that though. <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer_042.jpg"title or description" /> <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer_044.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer_045.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer_046.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer_054.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer_055.jpg" alt="title or description" /> hey its motion city! so much energy! <lj-cut text="its hellogoodbye"> <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer_052.jpg" alt="title or description" /> me with the drummer of hellogoodbye. chris. <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer_050.jpg" alt="title or description" /> jesse the keyboardist from hellogoodbye! <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/summer.jpg" alt="title or description" /> my signed poster. woo <lj-cut> Khristinas Party! <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/party_001.jpg" alt="title or description" /> Jesse Du rocking out <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/party_002.jpg" alt="title or description" /> peakaboo its mimi haha <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/party_009.jpg" alt="title or description" /> peakaboo its jesse! ahhhh <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/party_004.jpg" alt="title or description" /> dustin on geetar <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/party_007.jpg" alt="title or description" /> jesse's band. <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/party_008.jpg" alt="title or description" /> looking like a rockstar. <img src="http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/party_010.jpg" alt="title or description" /> thats one big hot dog. ewww <img src=http://img56.photobucket.com/albums/v172/letsnotpanic/party_011.jpg> and a beautiful sunset to end the day <333 the end. 19 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

summer... [18 Jun 2004|11:31am] [ mood | excited ] havent updated in forever. school has been keeping me busy. but now its over. summer is finally here. last day of school was fun. went minature golfing. and to the beach. got a lot of sand in my hair... going to see motion city and hellogoodbye tonight. woo im gonna take lots of pictures. hopefully some turn out well. picture update tomorrow. <33 ps, happy bday Brent! and Khristina! haha 2 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

its like summer. [11 May 2004|09:07pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | reggie and the full effect // congratulations matt... ] today was my ap chem test. it was pretty tuff. going for a three. brain dead after that. didnt have to go to any classes though. and done at twelve woo. right after the test headed off to wendys for some food. with brent, traci, and lili. bunch of people there from school. but we didnt have to go back to school. haha! then went to traci's house where we changed for the beach. planned on sneaking into the hyatt for some underwater music. everything didnt work out so well. we got in to the spa area but couldnt get to the actual pool. theres soo much security at that place. so we just settled for the spa. that was fun. jesse, and some others were going to join us there. but when they were coming in. a security guard talked to us. he asked for our hotel keys then kicked us out. and said dont ever come back or we will we escorted off in cuffs. *scary* so hyatt plan bombed. headed across the street to the beach. stayed there for about a hour. water was too cold. ended up going to jesse's pool. some marco polo, chicken fighting, and just fun. today was awesome. a glimpse of summer. <3 the beautiful huntington beach <3 10 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

[07 May 2004|09:43pm] [ music | To say the least - Guilt Guarder ] took my camera to school today. i managed to use up my whole card. with the help of steenuh. a whole two hundred and some pictures. yeah school is really boring. after school went to eat. with lili, steenuh, and travis. went to mainstreet for some fish tacos. wasnt too great. then walked through the craft fair outside the beach. that was fun. then we headed over to the mall. we found some interesting breeds of dogs. check out the pics. shopped for some sunglasses for steenuh. got some cool ones. then headed to my house. we wrestled. on my bed. haha steenuh won :( shes too strong. the end. ( a picture is worth a thousand words. ) 2 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

cinco de mayo? [05 May 2004|09:11pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | motion city soundtrack - boombox generation ] cant believe its only wednesday. feels like a friday for some reason. i cant wait for school to be over. more than ever right now. thirty more school days left. haha. went to the mall after school. ap test for chem next tuesday. cramming like crazy is the way to go. im excited for this show a months away. i want to see the handstand on the keyboard. <3 woo motion city and hellogoodbye. who else is going? ( this things cool. ) 11 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

star testing is finished... [29 Apr 2004|10:48pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Senses Fail - Dreaming a Reality ] today. was good. i kinda like this testing schedule. just without the testing. so back to normal schedule tomorrow. bunch of tests and quizzes also. went to barnes and noble to study tonight. didnt get much studying done. before studying. got hungry and went to in n out. flooring it down beach in brents volvo. bumping the michael jackson hits. woo good times. got to barnes and noble. met up with jesse and lucas. "studied" then left. next two weeks are going to be harsh. ap tests suck. then prom woo. <3 ( picture update ) ps, i have some cool little videos i want to post. if anyone knows how. please let me know. thanks 19 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

its wonderful... [28 Apr 2004|06:43pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional - As Lovers Go ] so everything worked out perfectly today. im glad. i had the feeling something would go wrong. but all is well. and yeah now i officially have a girlfriend. wooo. ask me about it. posting these words i put together for her. if anyone wants to read it <3 ( some poetry ) other than that, star testing was today. it sucked, it was really long and boring. more testing tomorrow. then AP tests in like a week or two. its time to start studying. 12 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

borred. [24 Apr 2004|07:04pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | second chance - tell me everything ] okay so im bored. i totally changed my layout. check it out. new user pic too. tell me what you think? havent really done anything exciting this weekend. been playing a lot of guitar. getting better. i posted some pics if you'd like to see. <3 ( so random. ) 10 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

another stolen survey. [22 Apr 2004|11:01pm] 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? fill out <3 3 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

dont go worrying about me... [21 Apr 2004|06:36pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | new amsterdams. ] today was meh. theres just a bunch of little things that are getting to me right now. its making me really mad and sad. how come nothing ever works out for me? i just hate it. basketball off season sucks. its so tiring. my arms, my shoulders, my legs, and everything is sore. so anyway i just got a new digi cam. i <3 it. its kinda fat. but good pictures will be taken. i want to name it. anyone got suggestions? ( another day at school. ) 8 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

i've got a hard time saying this... [20 Apr 2004|04:24pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Go Mordecai - It Does What Its Told ] im really confused right now. i just dont know what to do. </3> a quick survey. NUMBER OF... :x: piercings = 0 :x: tattoos = 0 :x: height = 5'11 :x: shoe size = 10 :x: hair color = black black :x: siblings = uno. LAST... :x: movie you rented = kill bill? :x: song you listened to = Go Mordecai // It Does What Its Told :x: song that was stuck in your head = taking back sunday. :x: cd you bought = the spill canvas. :x: cd you listened to = dashboard. a mark. a mission. a brand. a scar :x: person you've called = my mommy. :x: person that's called you = vince. :x: tv show you've watched = whose line is it anyway. :x: person you were thinking of = theres this girl... DO... :x: you have a crush on someone = maybe. :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = nope. i like it here in huntington beach. :x: you think about suicide = nah. im not crazy. :x: you believe in online dating = why not. :x: others find you attractive = sometimes. :x: you want more piercings = dont plan on it. :x: you drink = not an alcoholic. :x: you do drugs = 420! woo. jk :x: you smoke = 420! bam. kidding again. :x: you like cleaning = no. but i will if i have to. :x: you like roller coasters = i love thrills. :x: you write in cursive or print = bit of both. mostly try to print. FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships = for. :x: using someone = against. thats horrible. :x: suicide = against. even worse. :x: killing people = im in the middle. im kiiidding. :x: teenage smoking = lung cancer rocks. :x: doing drugs = against. :x: driving drunk = noo. against. :x: gay/lesbian relationships = for. :x: soap operas = those are pretty lame. sorry. FAVORITE... :x: food = italian. i think. :x: song = soco. konstantine. :x: thing to do = anything. :x: thing to talk about = <3 :x: sports = bball. :x: drinks = sunkist is good. :x: clothes = any bargain. :x: movies = kill bill was cool. :x: singers = chris conley (saves the day) :x: holiday = christmas is fun. HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl = not yet. been close. :x: ever cried over a boy = nope. :x: ever lied to someone = who hasnt. :x: ever been in a fist fight = nah. :x: ever been arrested = nope. im a good boy. WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = frutise :x: shoes do you wear = converse. :x: are you scared of = ap test. NUMBER OF... :x: of times I have been in love? = dont know. :x: of times I have had my heart broken? = quite a few. :x: of hearts I have broken? = a few? :x: of girls I have kissed? = some. :x: of boys I have kissed? = none. :x: of girls I've slept with? = not yet. :x: of boys I've slept with? = umm. :x: of drugs taken illegally? = i think zero. :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 5 :x: of people I consider my enemies? = i <3 all of you. :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = dont know. prolly none. :x: of scars on my body? = a lot. :x: of things in my past that I regret? = too many to count. FAVORITE... :x: disney movie = lion king. :x: word = awesome. :x: nickname = nili. haha :x: guy name = bob? :x: girl name = you tell me a good one. :x: eye color = brown :x: flower = a rose? :x: piercing = none. :x: actor = marvin. from finding nemo. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty = huh? :x: funny = duh. :x: hot = okay. :x: friendly = yeah. :x: amusing = occasionally. :x: ugly = am i? :x: loveable = aparently not. :x: caring = i try. :x: sweet = mmm candy. i have no clue. :x: dorky = pshh yeah. these steps as if we forgot.

not very stable right now... [18 Apr 2004|02:37pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | The Spill Canvas - Caterpillars ] spring break is pretty much over. break was really fun. really needed it. yesterday i went to cal poly san luis obispo. long trip. woke up and then left at like 6 in the morning. went just for a visit with brent. his parents. my parents. i was there like all day. toured the whole campus. its nice. on the way back stopped at ucsb. nice campus. party school. im planning on going to one of those. i dont think i will get in though. college looks overwhelming. yet fun at the same time. got home. quarter grades arrived in the mail. my parents saw them. im fucked. i maybe grouded. i may not be. oh well. now its time to concentrate on school. time to go back to the grind. theres so many things to be done. school is just part of it. but not all of it <3 3 retraced| these steps as if we forgot.

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